BB Bold :: Can't Find Messenger Icon?

I've had my BlackBerry Bold 9700 for more than 3 months.Lately, the icon's been getting stuck on my Main Screen.So, I always ended up uninstalling and reinstalling, and the problem would always get fixed

But last time I did that, my BlackBerry Messenger disappeared I tried everything!

I looked through every single folder, ticked Show All, but nothing I also went to Explore, showed hidden files, there was nothing I tried rebooting, deleting and reinstalling, also nothing I also went on Desktop Manager, checked the Application Loader, and it's there, it's ticked I checked Options > Applications > Add-on, and I can see that the BlackBerry Messenger is installed (Research In Motion Limited, version 5.0.1.38) My Device Software is updated, and when I check for updates, it says no updates available I tried Security Wipe, but it's still not there I tried to backup and restore as well, but nothing's changed What am I missing?Do I have to downgrade?